I'm sad. Eric is gone and I feel lonely. I can't wait for him to get back. It's going to be so horrible when he leaves for 10 months in 2015 for deployment to Washington. Luckily he doesn't deploy over seas. I can't imagine how it must feel for women whose husbands go to war. I hope that never happens for Eric. It's hard enough having him gone let ( Read more... )

I love reading old friends entries. It's good to reminisce. I feel as if I'm so disconnected from everyone. I miss the days I had so many friends. I feel like I'm growing up, and so is everybody else. No one really has time anymore. I'm just grateful I have Eric in my life, through our ups and downs we have grown closer then ever. I truly love him ( Read more... )

So I found on my appt that my pregnancy might not be viable. It was the hardest thing to hear, I've been so excited about this baby. And to hear the ultra sound tech and dr tell me I'm most likely to miscarry kills me. I been holding on to that little bit of hope I do have that my baby will be fine, but the time is killing me. Every day that goes ( Read more... )

So amazing news I'm pregnant! And I couldn't be more happier on my journey to being a mommy. It's so exciting, it's literally all I think about it. It's nice to have something so wonderful growing inside me, to know my whole life is going to change, and I feel so different. I'm still so early, I honestly don't even know how far along I am until my ( Read more... )

Some thoughts before I go to bed.. It's so crazy how people change. But do they? Maybe people don't change maybe we just think they change in reality we just never knew who they really were. We see what we want to see, and who really wants to see the bad. If we open our eyes instead of closing them in fear of disappointment, well see people for who ( Read more... )

So I haven't wrote in here in awhile. A lot has changed me and Sasha aren't friends anymore. It's sad, but what can You do.You shouldn't have to remind someone they're your best friend. Please hang out with me, please call me, please don't ditch me, please don't talk to my ex. I'm sick of putting effort into people who don't care! I have a brand ( Read more... )

whats 8+5..who knows..oh its 13. thats how many days till me and mike are together for 2 months. this time he better not make me cry! fuckin see shit always hapens when im at a japaneese place. i sware. i shoulda known!

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last night started out bad but ended good i guess you could say..hung out with mike and maggie went to the mall then got chineese and then went to sum mini party..which pretty much sucked up until we took shots. and then i got alil mad and confused over nothing..i hate girls callin my boy drunk and stupid.im not a jealous person it just pisses me ( Read more... )

christmas is no fun. shopping sucks. work sucks. cant wait till thurs. and fri. def party days..ya know since im a ragin alchoholic and all.

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im so friggen bored off my ass. ya i got an ass what then?? sashas sleepin like a baby! i need to call work to see if i work tomm. prolly not because i never work on sundays. awesome. mark and scott are back. its so weird. they been gone it seems like forever. im so happy for sasha:) i promised her me and mark would never fight again. me and mark ( Read more... )